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Thursday, July 20th, 2006

Time:5:38 pm.
Mood: mellow.
Well, it's been a little bit more thn a week since I've written in here. Nothing much has really happened. As you all know, I'm back in Jacksonville, thank the Lunar Gods.
So anyways, I'm bored. I just got finished cleaning mine and Jesie's room. It's all shiney and shit now. Hooray?
Yeah, okay. So school's fine. Only a few more months to go till I'm out. Yippee.
Nothing's changed.
I'm still me...books, music and all. (I'm listening to the greatest band ever [Rammstein]) I still speak german often, but very little of it. Unfortunatly my school doesn't offer German classes. So...for the time being...no German for me. -cry-
I miss German. It was so much fun to speak. Hee hee. I stole Mrs. Fowlers German dictonary though so I can still learn the words. Mwahahaha.
Yeah I really can't think of anything to write about except I've still my MySpace going. Yippee skippy, huh? Not really.
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Tuesday, June 20th, 2006

Time:12:57 pm.
Mood: blank.
Well, it the beginning of a new life and journey:

Need I reintroduce myself? I am Christine Elizabeth Delouise, but now I am currently
called "Sylvie Irena Nicholai." It is very constant that I change my name, but somehow or
another it stays as Christine. But right now, as usual, I would prefer the name of "Sylvie."
Christine has somehow become a severe part of me, I would say "That is what I have named my
second personality," but nowadays everyone seems to have one. Ironic, isn't it? *rolls eyes*
Christine is not another personality of mine, I have no others, merely serious mood swings
(Ex: one minute I'll be cuddling with a stuffed animal and the next I'll want to destroy
something and or kill it as slowly as it will die). Christine is just a serious part of me,
not another personality. It may be what she sounds to be, but she's not. More about her will
be written later.


I am now seventeen years of age, and am living with my best friend back in
Jacksonville. Not much has changed about me (that I know of). I am now attending an all girls
private learning center, or "school" if you will, that is to bring me closer to the life I
will achieve. Of course, all the teenage drama has happened: Boys (one in particular), friend
problems, and of course, the daughter moving away from her mother. It's sad, yes, but it's
life, and one must survive without. So upsetting.


As for my "love life," it is no more. The being I have been wanting and yearning for years is no longer...there. The feelings for him I still, unfortunatly, have been planted and
are still growing. But I have been trying, and unsuccessfully, trying to run from him. (For
those of you who believe in love, please forgive me, I'm not exactly comfortable with those feelings. They make me feel icky and way too easy [valnurable] and I do not like that at all.)


Now, then, Christine: Christine, as you have most likely witnessed before, plays a lot of characters in my old RP's and (new or old) stories. She is praticaly close to the idea of "What I'd like to be..." And some of those things I gave her, I have aquired in my few years. Such as her calmness, as well being able to hide simple expressions and feelings. Those little things.

Well, for now, I must leave you. It is nice to be on here again. Tchuss, Adieu, Sayanora.
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Saturday, October 8th, 2005

Time:9:21 pm.
Mood: awake.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:raina forrester
Birthday:november 10 1988
Birthplace:mom
Current Location:virginia
Eye Color:green
Hair Color:red
Height:5 6
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:white
The Shoes You Wore Today:boots
Your Weakness:dime
Your Fears:not seeing my greatest friends
Your Perfect Pizza:cheezy with lots of pepperoni's
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:get my freakin car!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
Thoughts First Waking Up:food
Your Best Physical Feature:eyes
Your Bedtime:whenever
Your Most Missed Memory:personal
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:McDonalds all the way
Single or Group Dates:eh...doesn't matter
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:does it matter?
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:whichever
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Swear:yes (who doesn't)
Do you Sing:no
Do you Shower Daily:yeah
Have you Been in Love:...
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:...
Do you belive in yourself:sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:no
Do you think you are Attractive:sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:nope
Do you get along with your Parents:no
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes
Do you play an Instrument:no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:yes ^_^
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:yep
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:yep
How do you want to Die:I dunno
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:anything that pays good
What country would you most like to Visit:Germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:black/brown
Favourite Hair Color:black or red
Short or Long Hair:either one works
Height:" "
Weight:" "
Best Clothing Style:whatever they're comfy with
Number of Drugs I have taken:none
Number of CDs I own:a lot
Number of Piercings:4
Number of Tattoos:none...yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret:a lot

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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Sunday, July 17th, 2005

Subject:chat rooms...
Time:4:56 pm.
Mood: infuriated.
Is is this a chat room? Is myspace a chat room? No!! Mailfriends, yahoo IM, AIM, are all chat rooms! These 2, live journal and myspace, are not chat rooms! And I'm not allowed to look for my old friends from my 2nd year of 7th grade? Geez! I only got on myspace to look for them! I found Sarah on here, I found Jesie on myspace, I was about to find Evan on myspace when Mrs Thing comes up and tells me the site I was on, myspace, was a freakin chat room! It is not a chat room! It's like that site that mom uses to find her friends, switch something, I don't know, except myspace is more modern and to where you can look for other friends, keep up with them, and not lose them! I don't have AIM or Yahoo so I couldn't chat on there anyways! What's the big deal!? Huh? She makes it sound like I'm doing cyber sex and it's the real damn thing!AHHH!! I'm so sick of her not letting me find my old friends! Now what I will admit to on the chatrooms, is that I did go on to Mailfriends. But for one reason and one reason only. To find Kristian. But then when I found his e-mail, I deleted myself off mailfriends and e-mailed him. That's the only time I've gotten on to a freakin chat room when I wasn't supposed to. But now that I've found Kris, I've no use for Chatrooms. I have this so that away my FRIENDS, not people I don't know, can see how I'm doing. I've permitted this to be FRIENDS ONLY. Not for the public. *sighs* Thanks. I needed to get that off my shoulders.
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Friday, July 15th, 2005

Subject:it's final...
Time:12:39 pm.
Mood: sad, upset, enraged.
I just found out whether I'm going back down to Jacksonville. I'm not. Mom just called and told me since school starts August the 9th so I can't go down. Sorry Veggie, Spiffy, Jesie. I love u guys.
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Thursday, July 14th, 2005

Subject:better music!
Time:12:28 pm.
Mood: happy.
WOOO!!! GORILLAZ MAKE UP FOR WHITE STRIPES!!! HAHAHAHAHA!! Feel Good! *dances*
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Time:12:23 pm.
Mood: Must change channel!.
Alright. I've made my decision about the Marines. I'm not going. For a week I've been thinking about it and I realized, I'm only going for 2 reasons:
1) to learn more about guns
2) to get in better shape
But then I realized something:
1) all the stuff about guns, i can learn from my mom and uncle. hell, mom's the one who's taught me how to shoot (she says I'm good at it, too^_^ Yay!)!
2) I'm already doing a lot of crunches and push-ups so why not just get off my ass and do the other shit that help me out?

I figure, if I can get off my ass and start doing my school work, and graduate to tenth grade (which I did. Woot woot!), then why in hell can't I get off my ass and start getting into shape? I know the crunches have helped me lose some pounds, but shit. I wanna look like Tomb Raider here! I already got the nice, big, luscious boobs for it. I shoot guns. I play with knives (mom thinks I'm psycho cuz when it's just me and her, I'll run around with her knives in her wrist sheaths, leg sheaths, and I tell her I can't wait to do that with my guns. She goes around like that with her guns, why can't I do it with knives? (Actual knives, not that kitchen ware crap.)

See? All this stuff I can do here at the house. But anyways, that's enough.

Damn my not having AIM or Yahoo IM! I could be talking with Shadow! *cries* I miss my Shadow/Kristian. Heehee. He lives up in Philly. I could also be talking to my friends. I'll be so happy when I buy my own cell phone. It'll be on my account. Not my grandfathers, so they can't tell me to not be on AIM on the phone. But then I'd need a good job for that. lol.

Yay! Jesie got a cell phone! Woot! Okay anyways, I'm gonna go shower. Bye!

White Stripes needs to go away.
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Wednesday, July 13th, 2005

Subject:the true things about me
Time:3:28 pm.
Mood: calm.
What is your name?: Anita Grayson
How old are you?: 16
When is your Birthday?: 10 November 1988
What is your zodiac sign?: scorpio
Where were you born?: Norman, OK
What color are your eyes?: forest green
What color is your hair?: auburn with red highlights
How tall are you?: 5'6
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): 145
What is your race?: white
What is your worst fear?: To let the people I love get killed
Do you smoke?: no
Do you drink?: occasionally
Do you cuss?: yes
Do you use drugs?: no
Have you or will you ever steal?: possibly
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: yes
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: no, I don't have the time
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: ears are peirced, that's about it
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: Olaf (read Laurel K Hamilton's Obsidian Butterfly and you'll know he is) *drools* My sweet German serial killer
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: No
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: I wouldn't want to die.
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: no
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: yes
What subculture do you belong too?: master vampire
Are you evil?: yes, but I can be nice
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: yes
Are you a paranoid?: yes
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: yes
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: No
Are you a violent person?: yes
Do you take your anger out on other people?: If they deserve it, then yes
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: no
What is your favorite game?: scare the hell out of people
What is your favorite movie?: I don't have one
Who is your favorite band?: I don't have one
What is your favorite song?: Cold by Static-X
What kind of books do you read?: suspence, vampire, lycanthrope, romance, nonfiction murders, sex
What is your favorite color?: black and gray
What is your favorite food?: General Tsao (Chinese)
What is your favorite drink?: Code Red Mountain Dew
Do you watch wrestling?: no
Do you study martial arts?: no
Do you own a pari of converse?: no
Do you own a pair of dickies?: I don't shop much so no
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: someone else, yes, me, no
Are you a virgin?: no
Are you kinky?: depends on how the other person makes me feel
Do you like biting?: yes
Do you masturbate?: yes
Do you watch pornography?: sometimes
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: no
Are you hyper active person?: sometimes
Do you like to write poetry?: no
Do you like to do your own photography?: yes
Do you like modeling and/or acting?: no
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: no
Are you religious?: no
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: yes
Do you believe in vampires?: very much so
Do you believe in lycanthropes?: oh yes and not just werewolves
Does pain turn you on?: yes
Do you believe in witchcraft?: yes
Have you ever played a oiuja board or used tarrot cards?: no
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?: never been
Do you go to many concerts?: not many...
Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?: depends on them
What do you like most about life?: a nice cold gun at my side and the friends to protect
What do you dislike most about life?: people that piss me off and ignorant people
Do you believe in love at first fright?: depends
Do you think these questions are stupid?: yes
Do you think this quiz sucks?: yes
How would you compare my quiz to others?: lame, stupid
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Time:11:55 am.
Mood: calm.
Goddess
The Goddess of Night and Regret. You are a perfect
confidante. Always understanding and
solicitous, you could be a queen and you are
exceptionally honest. You are an intelligent
beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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Finally, that picture is MINE!!
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Time:10:35 am.
Mood: cranky.
....-_-....I am going to kill whoever woke me up this morning. I don't know who it was but I hope they call back so I can find out who the bastard was. They called around 8 this morning! Ever since then I've been up. I've tried willing myself to sleep but I couldn't go back to sleep. They'll pay. AND I'M STILL SLEEPY!!!

Okay, so it's summer here in virginia, has been for a few weeks, and it feels like spring time down in my precious Florida. *sighs* Florida...the only place I've lived and loved. But then grandma had to bring us all up here so "we can be a family again." I didn't know being a family meant her going away every few months, mom working late shifts, papa coming in and being out in the garage working, uncle working late, and dad, heh, I wouldn't know. I've never even met the guy. I don't know his name. (To those of you who had a dad that died or ran off, at least you knew your dad!)But if that's a family..then, yeah...*thumbs up* she doing a good job of it. She's killing me. I want back in Florida. I hope that when I do go down, someone'll kidnap me and keep me there. Hell, I'll go along with it! I'll have the dude, go get me a wig, I'll put on foundation (make up for you guys to know) so I'll look tan and not like me. It'll be like the movie Gattaca. The guy got a new identity. But I'll do it. I'll just ask him/her if I can see my friends. You really think I'm gonna call my family and tell them where I am? Heh no! I'll be back in Florida! Though I would miss the winters here. And the snow ^_^.

Uhh, I saw the most digusting thing yesterday on Mad TV while I was talking to one of my...I guess I'll have to go with "Friend" even though I really don't know the guy, but this guy was about to have SEX WITH BARBERA STREISAND. I saw that and just freaked out. First off, I don't want to see her in a bubble bath (*shudders in digust*) and this guy coming in and saying, "I want you Barbera." I mean, I know it's Mad TV but DAMN! I have my limits here! Ew, man. Shit.

Aww man. My Rammstein CD stopped. Okay, now it's back on. They're the reason why I signed myself up for German next year in school. Plus, my darling serial killer, Olaf *dreamy sigh*, is German. ^_^ *shivers* (Oh Olaf, why can't you be real? *cries*) That's right people, I'm in love with serial killer from one of my books. *sniffles* I'm sorry Dime, *laughs* I've chosen Olaf! He works with guns, knives, machetes, he's a rapist, he's a serial killer, he's taller than me (then ago so are you), and he's wanted in every place you can think of around the world. *sighs* My dream man. I don't like the fact he's bald though. If he's mine, he needs hair that I can run my fingers through while we're...*clears throat* anyways, yeah, I'm just kidding Dime, *looks depressed* he's not real. But if you work with any of that stuff I'll be more than happy. =) But if you didn't, then, I'll live.

Oh man, yesterday was so good. Since I lost my cell phone sometime in March, I've tried tracking down my good friend Kristian or "Shadow." I finally found him and e-mailed him about a week ago. last night I was talking to Noah on my e-mail, and I was already in a good mood (*sings* ding dong the bitch is gone) and hyper. So, a while later, I decided to check my first narcissusinchains e-mail. (by the way I'll tell you about Narcissus In Chains later) So I go, expecting to see "0 messeges" and instead I got one new messege. All i saw as, "HEY JESS!!! KRISTIAN!" I'd just about jumped out and did an Oompa Loompa dance in fast mode. I was so fucking happy. Cuz he's my really good friend up in Philly and I love him (not the way I love Dime, but in a best friend way). ...My CD is starting to skip...-_-...But anyways, yeah. I went to bed last night and I'm rolling around in my bed (god it is sooooooo effin comfy! And it's Queen surrounded by iron rod bed rails. I call it my bondage bed. I took pics and once I get a scanner, I'll put them up on here so you can all see.) all happy and everything.

Oh! I saw Shark Tales last night! Yeah it sucked. I love Will Smith and my...sweet...sexy...Angelina Jolie *orgasims* (even as a fish she is hot!) but that was just...uh uh. And then I saw I, Robot. I didn't like that much either. So what the robot couldn't save the girl? She was young and whiney. She needed to die. Plus, she was blond. (Just kidding Jesie! I love you!!!) So yeah. Please don't let this mean all the funny and action movies are gonna turn sucky, just like today's "horror" movies. Please. I mean, come on! A vegeterian shark!? -_-
And...he dresses up like a friggin dolphin? Uh uh. No no no no no! That's not how my sharks are!

Alright, well I'm gonna go. Find somethin to do. Which I hardley doubt. See ya.
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Tuesday, July 12th, 2005

Subject:redo!
Time:9:54 pm.
Mood: creative.
What is your name?: Anita Grayson/Christine deLouise
How old are you?: 16
When is your Birthday?: 10 November 1988
What is your zodiac sign?: scorpio
Where were you born?: my mom
What color are your eyes?: forest green
What color is your hair?: auburn with red highlights
How tall are you?: 5'6
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): 145
What is your race?: none of your business
What is your worst fear?: to see Brandon again.
Do you smoke?: no
Do you drink?: occasionally
Do you cuss?: yes
Do you use drugs?: no
Have you or will you ever steal?: no
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: both
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: no, don't have time
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: not yet
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: Olaf (read Laurel K Hamilton's Obsidian Butterfly and you'll know he is) *drools* My sweet German serial killer
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: i dunno
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: going out in battle!
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: no
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: yes
What subculture do you belong too?: lycanthrope/werepanther
Are you evil?: If you piss me off
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: yes
Are you a paranoid?: yeah
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: yes
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: No
Are you a violent person?: yep
Do you take your anger out on other people?: ^_^ if they're dumb and deserve it
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: no
What is your favorite game?: DDR
What is your favorite movie?: Tomb Raider (a hot chick w/ guns...that's...meow)
Who is your favorite band?: don't have one
What is your favorite song?: Cold by Static-X
What kind of books do you read?: suspence, vampire, lycanthrope, romance, nonfiction murders, sex
What is your favorite color?: black of course
What is your favorite food?: General Tsao (Chinese)
What is your favorite drink?: Code Red Mountain Dew
Do you watch wrestling?: no
Do you study martial arts?: no not yet
Do you own a pari of converse?: no
Do you own a pair of dickies?:...why the hell are you asking me these questions!?
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: if they pissed me off enough
Are you a virgin?: nope
Are you kinky?: depends on how the other person makes me feel
Do you like biting?: yep ^_^
Do you masturbate?: ...-_-...yeah
Do you watch pornography?: sometimes
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: no
Are you hyper active person?: sometimes
Do you like to write poetry?: no i suck at it
Do you like to do your own photography?: yes
Do you like modeling and/or acting?: no
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: no
Are you religious?: uhhh...no
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: yep
Do you believe in vampires?: of course
Does pain turn you on?: oooohhhh yeah
Do you believe in witchcraft?: yep
Have you ever played a oiuja board or used tarrot cards?: nope, but would love to!
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?: never been
Do you go to many concerts?: not many...
Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?: depends on them
What do you like most about life?: the two best people in my life
What do you dislike most about life?: people that piss me off and ignorant people
Do you believe in love at first fright?: depends
Do you think these questions are stupid?: yeah
Do you think this quiz sucks?: yeah
How would you compare my quiz to others?: sucky
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Subject:S.O.S. (save me from my boredom!)
Time:2:45 pm.
Mood: naughty.
Obekaybe. I'm watching Full Metal Jacket now, the crazy marine dude just killed his drill officer and shot him self in the head. When uncle told me about that, I was hoping for brains to splatter every where but no...instead this little itty bitty peice of meat comes out and slides down the wall. -_- That was so stupid. It may be like that in real life, but dammit! It's a movie! it's supposed to make things go BANG and not just "pow." *rolls eyes and shakes head* hehe. The guy just got his camera stolen. the idiot. And by a Vietnam whore too. Just shows how smart he is.
Should I go into the Marines? I don't think I should. You know what? In a year and a half, I'll be 18, and living with James/Hunny and you know what? My family can just kiss my ass. Though working with the AR-15 (a military rifel) would be nice...*goes off into dream state* and seeing all those men in uniform *sighs* *shivers violently* Oh. All those nice looking men with guns. Oh yeah. *orgasims* Damn these choices!
I've now got up to chapter 5, one sex scene so far! Wooo! You get to see what else Delany works as. (No, she's not a stalker...) Tyler and Delany meet. You find out a lot of things about Delany. I will tell you one thing about her. She is Nimir-Ra ("leopard queen") for the local wereleopard pard. That's all I'm willing to tell you. Here's a few quizzes then I'm gonna go watch the rest of the movie. See ya.

sexy
You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
care. You might be confident on the outside but
don't be afraid to unleash a more sensitive
side. Be better than just the average sex
symbol.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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cool. She's so sexy ^_^ Like me =)

Rise
Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not
in never falling, but in rising everytime we
fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be
seen when a person has "fallen". Only
then one can tell how they will handle it. Just
don't make others fall so you can know who they
really are. You on the other hand may be a very
quick recoverer and don't let people bring you
down. You are your own, and you're find with
that. Emotional issues is something you handle
rather nicely.


What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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cool.

Maniac killer

You are a maniac
killer.

It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile




What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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*cynical laugh* Oh yeah. That would be me!

HASH(0x902a084)
You are the warrior anime girl.You are the type
that can start a fight and win.You are very
strong and can beat anyone up (but just don't
^_~) and some people can be afraid of you but
alot of people admire your strength and want to
be just like you well the people that want to
fight.You can defend yourself very easily and
can probably handle some kind of weapon.You
have a short temper(like me)and get angry
easily but you can be really nice at times
^_^and once a fighter always a fighter.


If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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ohh...she's pretty

HASH(0x8eef674)
You are a cat person. You are independant and very
self-rigious. You have a mind of your own and
are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide
your true feelings and get frustrated (easy).


Who are you inside?
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sexy!

Hate
Your word is: Hate. Your heart has been turned to
black since you haven't experienced love, or
maybe you felt love but got none in return. So
if no one else is willing to like you, then why
like them? You are now a very bitter soul,
trying to find a place and perhaps someone who
can co-exist with you. That can be a problem
since you tend to keep away from most people
and be rude, but maybe someday you will be okay
again.


What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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Monday, July 11th, 2005

Subject:updated the story
Time:8:26 pm.
The streets of Jacksonville Florida at night were almost dead. The lamp posts were the only things to light the way. I could hear only a few cars on University. Graywood had no lights on it, and the small road had absolutley no street lights on it, and looking outside the bedroom window was one of the nicest things to me. The silence. The nothingness. Everyone I knew was asleep. At least, every human I knew was. My name is Jessica Gray. No, I am not a vampire, a lycanthrope, or anything for that matter-but I am, or was, a scientific experiment. I was made to be human, but was given the powers of shifting and flight. Most people do call me a vampire just because they say I look like one. I have long black hair that falls to my waist, steel gray eyes, and alabaster skin that the sun has touched and not effected. The scientists said it was real skin, but they seemed to have left that one coloring problem out. They also made me so I can't sleep. I can relax, but I can't sleep. So instead, I meditate. They say that meditation helps you grow stronger. It just makes me more alert.
I slid off my bed and slipped into my black silk robe. On the back was cards ace's stitched on. I walked into the living room to find Jonathin on the computer, IMing his buddies, or who I guessed was his buddies. "Still up?" I asked. He nodded his head with his chin resting in between his thumb and index finger. I shook my head. He was the only human who knew my secret. He also knew, if he told anybody, I'd shoot him and watch him die, and take I'd enjoy every moment of it. At least that's what I told him two and a half years ago when he'd found out. At that time, the only thing I cared about was him paying half the rent. But since I got to know him a little better, it would actually hurt a small part in me to kill him. He looked at me calm and just said, "Okay," when I told him what I'd do. My roommate wasn't much of a talker. Jon was dressed in his plain navy blue boxer and white muscle shirt. His skin was a tanned color, his hair white and long. He had his hair down tonight. I liked it that way. The way his hair looked was like patted down snow falling to his ass. And his eyes. Wow. The color of metal. If he had the pale skin, I'd have called him Jack Frost, or just simply, "Frost."
"See ya later," I said, then turned to go back to my room to get dressed. I got out my black jeans and a navy blue tank top. Once I had my pants on, he came in. Thank whatever god was out there that I still had my robe on so he couldn't see any part of me. I had a lot of scars on my back and front side that I didn't want people to see. I got them after I woke up in a science lab and went ape shit. They held me down, poured either acid or holy water on me, and gave me what I'd never felt before, the pain of some sort of acid. I buttoned up my pants when he asked, "Where you going?"
I thought about that for a moment then shrugged. "I don't know. Anywhere is my guess. The beach possibly?" I looked at him over my shoulder when I said the last. "Why? You wanna come?"
He looked down at the floor and shrugged. "I don't know. I'm bored, so...Yeah, I guess."
I nodded. It was the last week of fall. Thank God. "You gonna grab a jacket?"
He shook his head. "Nah. I'll live without it." He turned into the hall way. "Meet you outside." He started to leave but stopped. "Which one are we taking?"
It took me a moment to realize what he was talking about. "Motorcycle. So grab your jacket."
He nodded and left. I walked over to my door and shut it. I didn't want him seeing me naked, or half naked just in case he walked by. I put on my navy blue tank top to go with my tight black pants and boots. Then I put my hair up in a french braid, grabbed my helmet and slipped into my leather jacket. Jonathin stood outside my door in blue jeans, black shirt, and black Nike tennis shoes with his helmet and jacket. he'd put his hair up in a low pony tail. "Alright. Where do you want to go?" I asked when I started out to the door.
His reply was, "Anywhere is fine with me," when we stepped outside and found a figure in the shadows. I got stilled, ready to shift into what I needed to be. Daviel the vampire stepped out. I sighed. "You know, just your presence is really pissing me off." I said.
He shrugged. "Si. Just checking up."
I stared at him.
"Where you headed off to?" he asked.
"None of your business." That was his que to leave.
He bowed and flew off, leaving Jonathin and I alone. "Bastard," I mumbled. I checked around the house and found that he left nothing that wasn't supposed to be there. Good. Going back to the my Yamaha R1 and Jon, I put on my helmet. Jonathin already had his on. The both of us got on the bike and rode off the grass and onto the street. Taking where ever they wanted to take me, I let my hands and body drive. Jon stayed like glue onto my back, so when I leaned, he leaned. Riding a motorcycle was easy as long as the person riding with you stayed on you like puddy.

We didn't arrive anywhere special, but just rode around the downtown Jacksonville Landing area. We stopped at a gas station and got a drank. We hung out there for around, oh, say, fifteen minutes, and left. With my hands and body leading again, we went to the beach. A few teenagers were having bon fires and were drinking till they threw up. Some were making out and some were sneaking off to the dark areas of the pier. Jon paid no attention to them, he just looked around. One brunnette wouldn't take her eyes off of Jonathin. A few minutes later we got bored and departed. The girl looked ready to cry as if she'd lost her only chance at love or a boyfriend.
DV8 was the only place Jonathin knew of to go to. Jon's friend, Sara, was the club owner. She was a werepanther. People were dressed in black leather and red and black vinyl. Girls in vinyl and leather outfits that their moms would go ape shit over, and the men-heh-the men had barely anything on. Jason though, a werewolf, wore a fish net shirt with leather pants that were split down the sides, his sandy blond hair was pulled back in a ponytail. He smiled and waved at me. I smiled and blew him a kiss. He caught with his hand and pretended to put it on his lips. I chuckled at that. He always made me laugh. Even though the first time we met, he tried to eat me, he was now one of my greatest friends. He seemed the only safe person there. Jon guided me through the dancing lycanthropes and vampires. I noticed my vampire friend James out on the dance floor with a human girl dressed in a red vinyl bikini top and right at the crotch ending skirt that was the same. No doubt she was a vampire junkie. On the other side of him was Rafael, his sire, dancing in nothing but leather pants that everyone could tell the stitching was the hoops. I didn't like Rafael. He was too...nice. He noticed me and came over to where I was, seperating Jon's hand from mine. "Jessie, how do you do?" he asked.
"I'm fine. Just trying to get to business."
"Oh, my apologies. I didn't mean to interrupt." He looked over Jon disrespectfully when he said it. I wanted to slap him for it.
I took ahold of Jons hand again and he led me once again through the dancing colorful crowd. James wore a vinyl vest with leather pants that had hoops on the sides. His black hair melted away into that vinyl vest. The multi colored lights were hot on my skin and burning my eyes. Jon pulled more on my hand when we heard, "Jonathin!" cheerfully. Then a hateful, "And Jessica," a second later. Brenda, the DV8's vampire manager, wasn't too pleased to see me. She thought Jonathin and I were sleeping together, and that made her jealous of me. Meaning she hated my guts. I didn't really need that. Her copper red hair was pulled back into a high, bouncy pony tail of bannana curls. She hugged Jonathin close to her, trying to mark him as hers, and looked at me. But he pulled away from her. "Where's Sara?" He had to yell over the loud music.
"Upstairs in her office." She said and gave me the evil eye. I just glared at her. Jon took my hand again and led me up the stairs. I looked back and saw Jason blow me a kiss. I smiled and winked at him. I grabbed the kiss and pretended to put it over my heart. Brenda saw it and glared at me. I was sleeping with the man she wanted and cheating on him, she thought. Boy was she wrong. I just smiled and moved closer to Jonathin and laughed. I wanted to rip that bottle dyed hair right out of her skull.
Once we were in the upstairs hallway, the white and blue tiles clacked underneith of us. Sara came out of her office in a black womens business suit and red silk shirt and smiled at us. "Jonathin, how are you?" She brushed blond hair back behind her ear with the rest of her straight shoulder length hair.
He smiled and told her, "Quite good."
They hugged. She and I were the only people Jonathin hugged that I knew of.
She turned and smiled at me, her sky blue eyes shining at me. "Jessica, how nice to see you. How've you been?" she hugged me.
I hugged her back. "Good, actually. I just pissed off Brenda, so that always has me feeling good. How about you?"
"Oh God, what did you do?" Sara asked, her eyes wide.
I shrugged and simply said, "I saw my friend Jason, he blew me a kiss, I winked at him, and Brenda just got mad. Didn't mean to do it but it felt good."
Jonathin chuckled and shook his head.
"Must you tease her?" Sarah asked.
I tried not to smile. "Hey, have you tried telling her Jon and I are not doing the nasty with each other?"
"Oui, I have..." She said.
"But does she listen?" I asked.
She looked down and sighed. "Non. She does not." She led us into her entertainment room down the hall. There, she left us alone with her personal movie theater and told us to have fun. Jon and I looked at each other with wide grins. "I challenge you," He said, "To DDR."
"I accept." I said and rushed to get her X-box and Dance Dance Revolution set up. The T.V./movie screen took up the whole wall. I finally got it set up and rushed over to my DDR mat. The screen came up and we decided one of the hardest songs there were. The up-beat music came up and so did the arrows. For four minutes we moved our feet like there was no tomorrow. Jonathin won. He mocked me. He always won. He'd been at this longer than I had. I merely stuck my tongue out at him. "Is that a challenge?" He asked and looked at me. "You know you can't beat me." He stated. I laughed. For the rest of night we played DDR and watched old horror movies. We both had an agreement that the horror movies nowadays just plain sucked. At a quarter to dawn, Jon began to tire, so we grabbed our things, said good night to Sarah, and left with out running into Brenda. She was probably already asleep since she was a vampire.
It took us twenty minutes to get home and sunlight had crept over the tall trees in front of our yard. I unlocked the door and closed it after Jon stumbled in after me. He said good night and went to bed without looking back. I chuckled. I doubt he even changed for bed. Opening up his door a little bit, I saw he was plopped down on his stomach and spread eagled on his bed. I smiled, shook my head and closed his door all the way. Going to my room, I got a change of thong and bra, and headed to the shower. The hot shower water beat on my skin like I was a drum. It was the best feeling I'd known, well, except for sex. I shaved my legs, shampooed, and soaped down, then rinsed off. Grabbing my leopard towel, I wrapped it around me and headed for my room, tip toeing across the cold tan tiled floor trying not to awaken the mummy. It was seven a.m. and work started at noon. Yippee. I looked through my closet a few times and finally decided on blight blue jeans, black cotton t-shirt, and knee high army boots. But I'd put the boots on before I leave for work. Jon was asleep and I didn't want to go through the house with my boots on.
I headed for the computer and logged on to AOL instant messenger and Yahoo instant messenger. A few of my friends were on. One came up as handklover420 on my yahoo. "Yo, Jess, wassup? It's Danny. Holla back!"
"Danny, shouldn't you be asleep at this time?"
"Nah gurl! My friend Jake came over, man! He makes the best coffee ever!"
I grimaced. Ew. I didn't like coffee. "Kewl."
"Yeh. Anyways, babe, I gots ta go! I'll talk to ya l8r!" Then the screen said handklover has logged off. I decided not to talk to the others. Most likely, since it was around eight a.m. they were all asleep. I logged off and checked my e-mails. I had nothing new except a e-mail from Ricky just checking up on me. I had a few hours left so I went to meditate. It was the only thing I could do.


Chapter 2



I pulled up into the employee parking lot of the mall. The Orange Park Mall had been open for four hours so far. I worked at the knives and sword shop, Outlanders. It wasn't much of a job, but hey, it got me money for the bills. Plus, working with knives and getting to handle them wasn't all that bad. I saw it as fun. I was putting up the new Lord Of The Rings sword when I saw Tyler who worked at the Kay's Jewelery across the hall getting a pretzel and a drink. His waist length blond hair was back in it's usual multiple ponytails. He walked by, food in hand, and winked at me like he did everytime he saw me. We weren't exactly "friends." The first day I got here, he lingered in Outlanders and pretended to look at the knives I was handeling and be interested in the swords when he was asking me if he could look at them. I handed it to him and he almost dropped it. I was putting up Dracula's sword when he came in and pratically stared at my ass. Thanks to swords having reflections, I saw it and said, "Hey Ty. How can I help you?" He just stood there and stared at me like I'd just grown a second head. His business suit this time was a tanned brown color with a white cotton shirt underneith. It suited him and his brown eyes. I smiled and nodded hello to him when the first customer came in and began to scan the knives. Delany, my best friend. We favored out guns and knives and read the same books. She was like me. Just an every day run of the mill psychopathic bitch. Just like me. "Got any knew guns on you today?" I asked, my voice low enough for her to hear and no one else. I leaned down on the glass counter.
She sighed and just said wistfully, "No," as she leaned down over the counter to check out the knives. "None today."
I shook my head and stood up. "What are you looking for, Delany?"
"Anything sharp and deadly." she said without looking up at me. Hey unhuman amber eyes were bolted to the chrome six inch blade just below her left hand. Her black curls that were streaked with natural silver to her ass was put up in a high pony tail. She was about my height and dressed in black 501 jeans, a black t-shirt that said, "Jacks House Of Pain," her work shirt and on the back, it said, "Where Your Pain Is My Pleasure," that was tucked in her jeans, and her black hiking boots. She was Head Master of a dominatrix organization called Jacks House Of Pain. Her skin was a golden brown color that almost welded with her eyes. She looked up at me then and added, "Like me," and gave me her wicked smile. Delany backed off the counter and stared at me. Her way of memorizing me. Seeing that I wore skin tight blue jeans pants, tight black t-shirt, and boots, she smirked. "Where you headed off to?" I asked.
She shrugged. "Probably over to Kay's to stalk Mr. Nice Muffin Ass."
I smiled. "Tyler?" I shook my head. "Have fun stalking him." I said as she walked out the glass doors. I shook my head again and went to go clean the Heavy Metal 2000 sword that I loved so much. Man that sword was wicked!
David came in a short time later to help me out when I was putting the sword back in it's resting place. He was one of my co-workers. He didn't say anything so I guessed he was pissed off and didn't say anything. Tyler came back in and began looking around. Or pretended. I looked into the mirror shelves and found him looking at me instead of the knives. He left a few minutes later. David came back in from the knive and sword room holding Dracula's sword all clean and beautiful as it should be. A short time later though, when we had our break, he took out a ciggeretteand lit it up. He took a drag of his cigerette and sighed. After a minute he then looked at me with troubled eyes. He wanted to say something but was debating on it, is what I figured. David took another drag and looked at me again, looking down at me while I sat on the concrete ground. I didn't like that. "You know what I just don't get?" He asked so suddenly. I looked up at him and shrugged. "Maranda! I just don't understand her!" Oh shit, I thought. "She treats me like I don't do shit! I work. She doesn't. I take care of little Carrie. She doesn't. I bring in the money, she takes it all and spends it, then says I don't have any money at all!" He threw his hands up in the air in a pointless gesture. "I don't understand her. And what the hell does she do what that money?"
I cocked my head to the right using his body as a sun block and was still looking up at him. "Coke."
"You say that as if you know it for a fact." He said.
"What makes you think I don't?" I gave him an intense stare. "At the corner of my street is a coke dealer. I've seen Maranda buy the shit from him. I know, David. I've seen it. Seen her. Kick her out, David, it's the best thing to do for you and your little girl Carrie."
"How can I? I love her."
"If she loved you, she wouldn't do that type of shit to you, Miller." Miller was his last name by the way. "She doesn't love you."
"She loves-"
"She doesn't give a damn about Carrie. She never has."
He stared at me and Tyler walked by, smiling at me. I pretended not to notice him. "How can you sound so cold about it, Jess?" He asked, his eyebrows ruffled.
I sighed. "Because she doesn't love you and yet you keep wanting her. She doesn't want you. She won't help you out with Carrie. She won't do shit but take your money, and go buy drugs, drugs, and more drugs with it. Kick her the hell out! It's that simple."
It was his turn to sigh. "Fine. I'll do it."
"Before this weekend. If you don't then I'll find a way to do it." I said when I looked at my watch. "Time to go in."
Miller seemed depressed the rest of the day. We had a few customers come in and out. Outlanders favorite family came in for a quick look, then headed off to Hot Topic like it was a ritual. The fourteen year old girl hardly knew anything about knives but she liked them. She'd be taught well by her mom Jacque. We finally locked up around nine thirty. Good timing too. I saw Tyler before I walked out. He stopped by to see if I was still around and to see what I was doing later. I told him I was busy with a date. And I was going to be busy with a date. With Jason. I hadn't called him or anything but I knew he had nothing to do. We just may go to DV8 and dance our butts off.

Walking out to my black 2000 Jeep Wrangler, I dialed Jasons cell phone number.
"Yo?"
"Hey Jason. Guess who?"
"My dominatrix for the night?" He sounded cheery.
"Oh, damn, you already have one for the night?" I asked in a kinky tone.
He laughed. "No Jessica I don't. Why? You wanna be mine?"
It was my turn to laugh. "You'd be mine Jason. You'd be mine. You wanna hang out tonight?"
"Sure! Where?"
"Anywhere's good." I said.
"Wanna go dancing at DV8? Tonight's Ladies Night. So you get in for free."
"Sure. Why not?" My voice changed into seduction. "I'll just go home, get dressed in very little-"
"Now, now, Jessica. That's not fair! I wanna watch!"
"Then come on over, stud." I laughed and hung up on him. I got into my car and started the engine. Smiling, I drove off. Jason loved it when I dared him to do stuff. He thought it was kinky. I passed over the Buckman bridge that connected Orange Park to the Mandrain area of Jacksonville. Fifteen minutes later, I pulled into the drive way, seeing Jonathins car gone. I parked the Jeep and went in the house and went still. Some one was here. But then I recognized who it was. I walked into my room and found Jason, sprawled on my bed. He lifted his head and wiggled his eyebrows. "Hello-o-o sexy." He said. I smiled and put my things down. Walking over to him, I put a little sway in my hips and crawled onto the bed and stradled his groin. I raised my eyebrows. "Hello tall dark and handsome." He still had his head lifted so I put a hand underneith his head and took out his pony tail, allowing his hair to lie free across my pillows. I kissed his chin and neck. He put his arms around my back. I nibbled on his neck and he groaned a little bit. I pulled back, sitting on his crotch. "Get out. I need to dress if we're going to DV8." I got off him and he whined.
"Awwww. But Jessica-"
"No. We have plans."
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Subject:I'm in a good mood so...MUST REDO QUIZZES!!
Time:5:00 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Maniac killer

You are a maniac
killer.

It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile




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*************

Your wise quote is: "Love is life.
And if you miss love, you miss life" by
Leo Buscaglia.
Yes, love is indeed what you desire in your
life. If you have it or not is another matter,
but it is in your eyes the most important
feeling. You tend to be a romantic dreamer and
want you and your love to have that kind of
perfect love that you hear about in fairytales.
However that can be hard to find, but it
doesn't mean you are going to stop looking.


What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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Goddess
The Goddess of Water and Anger. You are a reclusive
loner . Always wary and deliberate, once youve
got a friendship, its for life and you are
exceptionally considerate. You are a serene
beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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HASH(0x8cf6238)
You are the warrior anime girl.You are the type
that can start a fight and win.You are very
strong and can beat anyone up (but just don't
^_~) and some people can be afraid of you but
alot of people admire your strength and want to
be just like you well the people that want to
fight.You can defend yourself very easily and
can probably handle some kind of weapon.You
have a short temper(like me)and get angry
easily but you can be really nice at times
^_^and once a fighter always a fighter.


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http://www.oldcrows.net/~myyah/ANGEL/Gallery/setsandsara.jpg
In your eyes, people see love... You're constantly
around people who love and adore you, or you're
the one spreading the love! You put passion
into everything you do and the results end up
great! You love to hang out with your friends,
go to the mall, and just have a good time in
general. Your sanctuary would just be being
able to be around other people. You would
rarely be found by yourself because you're a
very sociable person and enjoy all the company
you can get. However, despite the amound of
love you have to give to others, it can also be
your downfall. Sometimes you're just a tad over
protective over the things/people you love. But
hey! Who can blame you for marking your
territory? Your lover is extremely lucky to
have you because many others are probably
dieing to be with you, yet alone get a chance
to talk to you ^-^ Continue spreading the love
and be loved :)


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Ok...^_^...that's all better. =) now I don't seem all "Grr" and "Argh!" Yay!
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Sunday, July 10th, 2005

Subject:new story...
Time:5:00 pm.
Mood: calm.
Okay. So yesterday, I become bored and tired with the story I was writting. So I came up with a new one. This is on vampires, lycanthropes, assassins, and a scientific experiment. It's gonna have some mystery, murder, I dunno about romance, it might, it might not. Here it is folks. The first, second, and third chapter. Enjoy or don't.


The streets of Jacksonville Florida at night were almost dead. The lamp posts were the only things to light the way. I could hear only a few cars on University. Graywood had no lights on it, and the small road had absolutley no street lights on it, and looking outside the bedroom window was one of the nicest things to me. The silence. The nothingness. Everyone I knew was asleep. At least, every human I knew was. My name is Jessica Gray. No, I am not a vampire, a lycanthrope, or anything for that matter-but I am, or was, a scientific experiment. I was made to be human, but was given the powers of shifting and flight. Most people do call me a vampire just because they say I look like one. I have long black hair that falls to my waist, steel gray eyes, and alabaster skin that the sun has touched and not effected. The scientists said it was real skin, but they seemed to have left that one coloring problem out. They also made me so I can't sleep. I can relax, but I can't sleep. So instead, I meditate. They say that meditation helps you grow stronger. It just makes me more alert.
I slid off my bed and slipped into my black silk robe. On the back was cards ace's stitched on. I walked into the living room to find Jonathin on the computer, IMing his buddies, or who I guessed was his buddies. "Still up?" I asked. He nodded his head with his chin resting in between his thumb and index finger. I shook my head. He was the only human who knew my secret. My only secret. He also knew, if he told anybody, I'd shoot him and watch him die, and take I'd enjoy every moment of it. At least that's what I told him two and a half years ago when he'd found out. At that time, the only thing I cared about was him paying half the rent. But since I got to know him a little better, it would actually hurt a small part in me to kill him. He looked at me calm and just said, "Okay." when I told him what I'd do. My roommate wasn't much of a talker.
"See ya later," I said, then turned to go back to my room to get dressed. Once I had my pants on, he came in. Thank whatever god was out there that I still had my robe on so he couldn't see any part of me. By the way, I had a lot of scars on my back and front side. I got them after I woke up in a science lab and went ape shit. They held me down, poured, either acid or holy water on me, and gave me what I'd never felt before, the pain of some sort of acid. I buttoned up my pants when he asked, "Where you going?"
I thought about that for a moment then shrugged. "I don't know. Anywhere is my guess. The beach possibly?" I looked at him over my shoulder when I said the last. "Why? You wanna come?"
He looked down at the floor and shrugged. "I don't know. I'm bored, so...Yeah, I guess."
I nodded. It was the last week of fall. Thank God. "You gonna grab a jacket?"
He shook his head. "Nah. I'll live without it." He turned into the hall way. "Meet you outside." He started to leave but stopped. "Which one are we taking?"
It took me a moment to realize what he was talking about. "Motorcycle. So grab your jacket."
He nodded and left. I walked over to my door and shut it. I didn't want him seeing me naked, or half naked just in case he walked by. I put on a navy blue tank top to go with my tight black pants and boots. I put my hair up in a french braid, grabbed my helmet and slipped on my jacket. Jonathin stood outside my door in regular blue jeans, black shirt, and black tennis shoes with his helmet and jacket. "Alright. Where do you want to go?" I asked when I started out to the door. His reply was, "Anywhere is fine with me," when we stepped outside and found a figure in the shadows. I got stilled, ready to shift into what I needed to be. Daviel the vampire stepped out. I sighed. "You know you're really pissing me off with this stalking crap," I said.
He shrugged. "Just checking up."
I stared at him. "Where you headed off to?" he asked.
"None of your business, so leave us."
He bowed and flew off, leaving Jonathin and I alone. "Bastard," I mumbled. I checked around the house and found that he left nothing that wasn't supposed to be there. Good. Going back to the my Yamaha R1 and Jon, I put on my helmet. Jonathin already had his on. The both of us got on the bike and rode off the grass and onto the street. Taking where ever they wanted to take me, I let my hands and body drive. Jon stayed like glue onto my back, so when I leaned, he leaned. Riding a motorcycle was easy as long as the person riding with you stayed on you like puddy.

We didn't arrive anywhere special, but just rode around the downtown Jacksonville Landing area. We stopped at a gas station and got a drank. We hung out there for around, oh, say, fifteen minutes, and left. With my hands and body leading again, we went to the beach. A few teenagers were having bon fires and were drinking till they threw up. Some were making out and some were sneaking off to the dark areas of the pier. Jon paid no attention to them, he just looked around. A few minutes later we got bored and departed.
DV8 was the only place Jonathin knew of to go to. Jon's friend, Sara, was the club owner. She was a werepanther. People were dressed in black leather and vinyl. Girls in vinyl and leather outfits that their moms would go ape shit over, and the men, heh, the men had barely anything on. Jason though, a werewolf, wore a fish net shirt with leather pants that were split down the sides, his light brown hair pulled back in a ponytail. He smiled and waved at me. I waved back. He seemed the only safe person there. Jon guided me through the dancing lycanthropes and vampires. I noticed my vampire friend James out on the dance floor with a human girl. On the other side of him was Rafael, his sire, dancing in nothing but a magenta thong. I didn't like Rafael. He was too...nice. James wore a vinyl vest with leather pants that had hoops on the sides. His black hair melted away into that vinyl vest. Jon pulled more on my hand when I heard, "Jonathin! And...Jessica." Brenda, the DV8's manager, wasn't too pleased to see me. She thought Jonathin and I were sleeping together, and that made her jealous of me. Meaning she hated my guts. I didn't really need that. She hugged Jonathin close to her, trying to mark him as hers, but he pulled away from her. "Where's Sarah?" He had to yell over the loud music.
"Upstairs in her office." She said and gave me the evil eye. I gave her one back. Jon took my hand again and led me up the stairs. I looked back and saw Jason blow me a kiss. I smiled and winked at him. Brenda saw it and glared at me. I was sleeping with the man she wanted and cheating on him. I knew exactly what she was thinking. I just smiled and moved closer to Jonathin and laughed to myself. I loved pissing her off.
Once we were in the upstairs hallway, Sarah came out of her office and smiled at us. "Jonathin, how are you?" She brushed blond hair back behind her ear with the rest of her straight shoulder length hair.
He smiled and told her, "Quite good."
They hugged. She and I were the only people Jonathin hugged that I knew of.
She turned and smiled at me, her dark gray eyes shining at me. "Jessica, how nice to see you. How've you been?" she hugged me.
I hugged her back. "Good, actually. I think I just pissed off Brenda. that always cheers me up. How about you?"
"Oh God, what did you do?" They both asked.
I shrugged and simply said, "I saw my friend Jason, he blew me a kiss, I winked at him, and Brenda just got mad. Didn't mean to do it but it felt good."
"Must you tease her?" Sarah asked.
I looked down at the ground and tried not to smile. "Hey...Have you tried telling her we're not doing the nasty with each other?"
"Oui, I have..." She said.
"But does she listen?" I asked.
It was her turn to look down. She sighed. "Non. She does not." She led us into her entertainment room. There, she left us alone with her personal movie theater and told us to have fun. Jon and I looked at each other with wide grins. "I challenge you...to DDR." He said.
"I accept." I said and rushed to get her X-box and Dance Dance Revolution set up. The T.V./movie screen took up the whole wall. I finally got it set up and rushed over to my DDR mat. The screen came up and we decided one of the hardest songs there were. The up-beat music came up and so did the arrows. For four minutes we moved our feet like there was no tomorrow. Jonathin won. He danced around happy. He always won. He'd been at this longer than I had. I merely stuck my tongue out at him. "Is that a challenge?" He asked and looked at me. "You know you can't beat me." He stated. I laughed. For the rest of night we played DDR and watched old horror movies. We both had an agreement that the horror movies nowadays just plain sucked. At a quarter to dawn, Jon began to tire, so we grabbed our things, said good night to Sarah, and left with out running into Brenda. She was probably already asleep since she was a vampire.
It took us twenty minutes to get home and sunlight had crept over the tall trees in front of our yard. I unlocked the door and closed it after Jon stumbled in after me. He said good night and went to bed. I chuckled. I had to be at work in three hours. Yippee. Work.


I pulled up into the employee parking lot of the mall. The Orange Park Mall had been open for three hours so far. I worked at the knives and sword shop, Outlanders. It wasn't much of a job, but hey, it got me money for the bills. Plus, working with knives and getting to handle them wasn't all that bad. I saw it as fun. I saw Tyler who worked at the Kay's Jewelery across the hall. His waist length blond hair was back in it's usual multiple ponytails. He walked by and winked at me like he did everytime I saw him. We weren't exactly "friends." The first day I got here, he lingered in Outlanders and pretended to look at the knives I was handeling and be interested in the swords when he was asking me if he could look at them. I handed it to him and he almost dropped it. He was tall and strong, but it seemed he didn't know how to handle swords. His business suit this time was a tanned brown color with a white cotton shirt underneith. It suited him and his dark brown eyes. I smiled and nodded hello to him when the first customer came in and scanned the knives. Delany, my best friend. We favored out guns and knives and read the same books. In a way, she and I were alike. She was just more of a sociopath than me. Just an every day run of the mill psychopathic bitch. Just like me. "Got any knew guns on you today?" I asked, my right eyebrow raised.
She sighed and just said wistfully, "No," as she leaned down over the counter to check out the knives. "None today."
I shook my head. "What are you looking for, Delany?"
"Anything sharp and deadly." she said without looking up at me. Hey unhuman amber eyes were bolted to the chrome six inch blade just below her left hand. Her black curls that were streaked with natural silver to her ass was put up in a high pony tail. She was about my height and dressed in black 501 jeans, a black shirt that said, "Jacks House Of Pain," her work shirt and on her back, it said, "Where Your Pain Is My Pleasure," that was tucked in her jeans, and her black hiking boots. Her skin was a golden brown color that almost welded with her eyes. She looked up at me then and added, "Like me," and gave me her wicked smile. Delany backed off the counter and stared at me. Her way of memorizing me. Seeing that I wore skin tight black leather pants, tight black tank top, and boots, she smirked. As did I. "Where you headed off to?" I asked.
She shrugged. "Probably over to Kay's to stalk Mr. Nice Muffin Ass."
I smiled. "Tyler?" I shook my head. "Have fun stalking him." I said as she walked out the glass doors. I shook my head again and went to go clean the Heavy Metal 2000 sword that I loved so much. Man that sword was wicked!
David came in a short time later to help me out. He was one of my co-workers. He didn't say anything so I guessed he was pissed off and didn't say anything. A short time later though, when we had our break, he took a long drag of his cigerette and sighed. He then looked at me with troubled eyes. He wanted to say something but was debating on it, is what I figured. David took another drag and spilled his guts out to me, looking down at me while I sat on the concrete ground. "You know what I just don't get?" He asked so suddenly. I looked up at him and shrugged. He wouldn't stop looking down at me. "Maranda! I just don't understand her!" Oh shit, I thought. "She treats me like I don't do shit! I work. She doesn't. I take care of little Carrie. She doesn't. I bring in the money, she takes it all and spends it, then says I don't have any money at all!" He threw his hands up in the air in a pointless gesture. "I don;t understand her. And what the hell does she do what that money?"
I cocked my head to the right using his body as a sun block and was still looking up at him. "Coke."
"You say that as if you know it for a fact." He said.
"What makes you think I don't?" I gave him an intense stare. "At the corner of my street is a coke dealer. I've seen Maranda buy the shit from him. I know, David. I've seen it. Seen her. Kick her out, David, it's the best thing to do for you and your little girl Carrie."
"How can I? I love her."
"If she loved you, she wouldn't do that type of shit to you, Miller." Miller was his last name by the way. "She doesn't love you."
"She loves-"
"She doesn't give a damn about Carrie. She never has."
He stared at me and Tyler walked by, smiling at me. I pretended not to notice him. "How can you sound so cold about it, Jess?" He asked, his eyebrows ruffled.
I sighed. "Because she doesn't love you and yet you keep wanting her. She doesn't want you. She won't help you out with Carrie. She won't do shit but take your money, and go buy drugs, drugs, and more drugs with it. Kick her the hell out! It's that simple."
It was his turn to sigh. "Fine. I'll do it."
"Before this weekend. If you don't then I'll find a way to do it." I said when I looked at my watch. "Time to go in."
Miller seemed depressed the rest of the day. We finally locked up around nine thirty. Good timing too.

Jonathin wasn't home when I came in from work. I couldn't hear anything so I just went to the computer and started checking my e-mails when Delany called me around ten. "Hello?"
"Jess? It's Delany."
"Yeah, what's up?" I asked. I didn't have to ask how she got my phone number. Knowing her, she probably had connections to phone numbers and everything else.
"I almost had another assignment." Oh. I almost forgot to add. Delany was an assassin.
I raised my eyebrows. "Oh, really? Who?"
A minute silence was on the other end. "You. I was going to be paid fifty grand to kill you. "
I took a deep breathe. "And...?"
"It was too cheap. I told them not no but hell no. I'm not that cheap. But for that price some one will pick it up."
"So...?"
"So what? So watch your ass."
I nodded. "Any idea who it could've been?" she asked. "I don't know." I said.
"Hold on. I have another call." she said and put me on hold. I hung up. For one, I didn't like to be put on hold. Two, I didn't know who it was that wanted me dead. And for fifty grand? I'm not that cheap.
I put on my wrist sheaths and grabbed my helmet and jacket. "So watch your ass," she said. Heh. No shit. I had my cell phone with me. No doubt she would find that number and call it. My phone rang. I pulled off to the side and looked at the number :"UNKOWN NUMBER" was written in big block letters. It buzzed two times. I had a messege. I put my cell phone back on my belt and got back on the road. When I stopped at the K Mart store on San Jose, I pulled out my cell phone and hit the messege button. I went through the usual, "You have one new messege and no saved messeges..." I pressed one before the voice said anything else.
"Jessica. It's Delany. They just raised the ante up to seventy-five thou. Cash. I'd have more people to kill if I was your body guard. How about it? Call me back at this number," she gave it to me, "and call me soon." She hung up. I pushed the off button and called Jon's cell. He didn't answer so I left a messege telling him not to go home tonight, that some one has hired a hitman to kill me, and hung up. I rode over to the public library and hung around there for a while. Then rode up to DV8, to see if Jonathin was there. I walked on up to the second floor witouth running into Brenda. Brenda. Could she have hired the hitman? No. She didn't have that much money. Sara came out of the door opposite of her office, wearing a dazzeling blue dress. She smiled and approached me. I held an arm out in the gesture of "no," and she stopped. "Mon ami, what's happened?"
"Some one hired a hitman to kill me." I looked around. "Is Jon here?"
"Non, he isn't here." she paused. "Do you need a place to stay?"
"No. But he does."
She looked at me questioningly.
"I don't want him at our current place. It wouldn't be safe for him. He is human. And from what I know, he doesn't know how to fight. He could bore you to death, but I don't know if he can fight."
"What are you saying?"
"Honestly? I don't know." We stepped into her office. "I don't want him killed is all I know. So he can't stay with me."
"Do you have any body guards?"
"I have one in line, yes."
"Bon." She said and sat down. Her leather seat gave small cries when she did.
"I want Jon to stay with you, if that's alright."
She gave a small nod. "We have rooms here for guests. So he is most welcome to stay here."
I bowed. "Thank you. If you excuse me I have to go. I have to go fetch his things then I'll be back." I paused outside her doorway. "Could you also keep Brenda away from him?"
Sara laughed. "Oui. She was fired for trying to kill one of our frequent customers last night."
"Jason?"
She nodded.
"Where is he?"
She shrugged. "Probably at home."
Good. "Be back in an hour." I left.

I took out my keys to the house and stared at the door. There was a gigantic bullet hole in the door, big enough someone could have stuck their hand in there and unlocked my door and got in. I drew out my nine millimeter H and K and held it in front. Gently pushing the door back, it made a loud creak. Bullets were flying past me when the door became wide open. I ran in and fired back. Listening to my bullets hit skin. I heard them hit the floor hard. I walked up to them and put a bullets into their head. Had to be sure they were dead. Now they were.
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005

Subject:has brandon truely ruined my life?
Time:3:12 pm.
Mood: disappointed.
sexy
You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
care. You might be confident on the outside but
don't be afraid to unleash a more sensitive
side. Be better than just the average sex
symbol.


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hehe. she's so cute ^_^ just like me. =) (holy shit. she kinda looks like me to if I were skinny and had honey colored hair...)


Rise
Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not
in never falling, but in rising everytime we
fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be
seen when a person has "fallen". Only
then one can tell how they will handle it. Just
don't make others fall so you can know who they
really are. You on the other hand may be a very
quick recoverer and don't let people bring you
down. You are your own, and you're find with
that. Emotional issues is something you handle
rather nicely.


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kewl!

Ninja girl

You are a Ninja.
You are like a samurai gone bad. The good side
is no longer interesting you and feel that
darkness is where you belong. Though you may
think you are the evil one, you're not. Because
deep inside there is still that little glimpse
of who you once were. You don't like to
associate with people that much and keep away.
In your mind they are ignorant and not so
interesting anyway. That means you are a lonley
person who don't trust people, and you have
really no desire to do so either. Life is a big
pain and annoyance for you and you aren't quite
sure on how to handle it. Other people see you
as mysterious and secretive, and that is
probably right.

Main weapon: Daggers and throwing
stars
Quote: "I hate people. People make
me pro-nuclear" -Margaret Smith
Facial expression: Frown




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...yep...next?

HASH(0x8ba2760)
You are a Futre Teller someone has stabbed you in
the back and you feel as if your heart if full
of nothing but cold blood. Try to look on the
posotive side. I know this may sound hard but
trust me it is worth a try.
To try and make people feel the same as you you
have taken to futre telling. Message me if you
wamt. I'm always here...


What are you? (10 different outcomes)
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Goddess
The Goddess of Stars and Hate. You are an
independent leader. Always reflecting and
pondering, you carry an air of mystery and you
are exceptionally vengeful. You are a dazzling
beauty.


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oh. wow. hint the sarcasism in my voice. that test just sucked...

depressed girl
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.


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hunny, you have no idead how much you just broke into my mind. Congrats Dime, now you know why I'm afraid of you.

http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


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I have a few people to tell...i just choose not to.

lonely
You are a dark person. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.


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Hate
Your word is: Hate. Your heart has been turned to
black since you haven't experienced love, or
maybe you felt love but got none in return. So
if no one else is willing to like you, then why
like them? You are now a very bitter soul,
trying to find a place and perhaps someone who
can co-exist with you. That can be a problem
since you tend to keep away from most people
and be rude, but maybe someday you will be okay
again.


What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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AHHHHH!! I HATE THIS BAND AND SONG!! I HATE COLDPLAY!!!!!!!

Fire element
Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later. Rate and message!


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of
You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
friends as you are too scared at the prospect
of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
steady person there who loves you
unconditionally but you are too scared to find
them.


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Grief
You are sad because of your grief


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Lonlieness
You are sad because of the loneliness in your life


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HASH(0x8df22a4)
Your a Dark Angel...and hey, you probably knew it.
Dark angel are in truth, very malicious, but a
sign of one also is very sad. Dark Angel all
used to be pure angels, but something went very
wrong with their life. Either it was the
sudden, murder of a loved one, betrayl, or pure
torture to them, dark angels have commited
their life to Satan himself. They are silent,
and their wings are dark black feathers, or
blood red. Dark Angels appear when there is
someone dying, or a murder. If you see one, it
means the death of a loved one is expected.
Dark Angels cannot actually harm a human, but
they love to see the suffering of one.


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Punk
Punk


What Kind Of Person Are You?
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Angel of Death
Your heart is hard and inpentitrable.You have no
feelings for anyone else but yourself and a few
close friends.Having your trust is hard,but not
as hard as keeping it.Once your fully trusted
your friend you are surportive and caring.


What Kind of Angel are You like?
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Going Under
Your Evanescence song is: Going Under
You are or have been in a relationship where
you were suppressed and unhappy. You were
treated badly, and were somewhat brainwashed.
Now you've woken up and are in deep pain. You
want some gratitude for all things you have
done for him/her, but don't get any. You feel
like you are falling and have difficulty
getting back on the right track again since
your mental abuse has taken a toll on you.

Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me



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Subject:new quizzes that i didn
Time:3:12 pm.
sexy
You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
care. You might be confident on the outside but
don't be afraid to unleash a more sensitive
side. Be better than just the average sex
symbol.


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Time:12:27 pm.
Mood: horny.
sesshoumaru
Your Sesshoumaru! you are calm and collected and
you don't show any emotion at all. But inside
we all know you are a softy, it's just a matter
of showing it to everyone else. Be open once in
a while and maybe even date one of your many
fans!


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ohhhhh yeah that's better. *stares at the picture and drools* I know all the girls like him, but damn, who can blame them? I mean, look at that, he's so...f***able. And you know, as a demon, he'd be...ohhh yeeah. *cries* I want! I want! The long white hair, the amber eyes...*sighs dreamily* WHY CAN'T HE BE REAL!?!

I gotta go watch Resident Evil 2. Why am I not thrilled?

It's amazing how one minute you're tired and then the next minute...you're about ready to jump anything with 2 legs. Damn you Sesshomaru. =/ Shit. I just thought of something much better than just Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru, me, and...not sayin. Bye
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Subject:stuff that's easier...woo?
Time:11:32 am.
Mood: tired.
Alright. Screw it. Both times i tried to redo my rp it screwed up and then when i was putting it in the order it wouldn't screw up, the computer friggin died on me!!! Ahhh! Sorry Emily, I can't give them to you. -_-

The Marines called me yesterday!!! Wooohoooo! And then mom called and asked for ma petites mom's cell phone! So I'll be down in Jacksonville soon!! But of course I can't see Dimetrius (*fake cries* ok that's enough) (like I'm gonna listen to them? Plus, the bastard has my drawing/sucky poem! And I want it back!) ^_^ Okay. So yeah, I GOT TA SEE AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE LAST NIGHT!! (I love Frylock ^_^)I believe the episodes were "bad replicant" and "interfection." I liked Interfection. Can I ask something? What the hell is up with "Dr. Wierd" wearing leopard underwear? Honestly, I don't wanna see that shit. Thats disguisting. And plus, I'm the one with the leopard underwear and thongs. Not him.

Then I saw Invader Zim, and Sesshomaru *orgasims and shivers*, Full Metal Alchemist, and the movie Heavy Metal. But I just stayed for the first "stars and stripes all over" sex scene, then I went to bed, did my usual daydreaming, then went to sleep. All around 2:30 am. Yippee huh?

Yesterday was a pretty good day for me. All this, and more.

I'll see you people later. Byez. (You know what Em, I'll just give you the names of my rp characters, and what rp they're in, kay?)

DRAGONLANCE RP:
KRONOS- The first Death Goddess of Ellysian, or the world of the dead, killed by Thakisis
JESSIE- Second in command, or Death Bringer, to Kronos, once Kronos is killed, she becomes the new Kronos and protector/keeper of Ellysian
DIMETRIUS- Once Jessie becomes Kronos, she appoints Dimetrius second in command, so now he wields the Ellysian Scyth, and now delivers death to people
ERYC- Vampire lord of Ellysian, tries to hit on anything with boobs

GULITY PLEASURES RP:
CLAUDIA- Vampire master, sire and lover of Jessica
JESSICA- Vampire, lover of Claudia, Jamil, Jean Claude, and Nathanial, dies at the beginning
NATHANIAL- Werewolf, Jessie's pet before her passing, stripper at Guilty Pleasures
JAMIL- Wereleopard, Jessie's pet before her passing, married to Lethe
JEAN CLAUDE- Master Vampire of the City, Jessies main lover
CHRISTINE- Former FBI agent turned vampire to save her life, stripper at Guilty Pleasures
DORIAN- Sire of Christine deLouise, manager of Guilty Pleasures
STACY/VALENTINE- 9 years old, abandoned in a grocery store, caught in the middle of open fire between the FBI and the Los Lobos gang, saved by Christine, turned by Christine, and was then known as Valentina the vampire
LETHE/SNOW WHITE- Carpathian Healer who was stolen by vampires who erased her memory and told her she was a vampire, tracked down by Edward, memories flooded her mind, and with Vlad's help, learned her ways again
EDWARD- Carpathian who tracked Lethe down, killed Jamil, Lethe's husband, and was killed by Vladimere
VLADIMERE- Prince of the Carpathian people, helps Lethe find herself again, then stays with her and the Guilty Pleasures staff for a while till his people need him again

PETSHOP OF HORRORS RP:
JESSIE- FBI agent, treats Cat to Chinatown D.C. where they meet D, petshop owner, and get to know him before the human race dies by his hands.
D- Petshop owner who's quite fond of sweets, thinks humans are the most diguisting things on the planet, is a clone of his father (Count D) and his grandfather (Count D). If you want to learn more about D, read the Petshop of Horrors manga
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Tuesday, July 5th, 2005

Subject:I gotta do it all over again...-_-
Time:5:11 pm.
Mood: crazy.
Names and R.P. Characters I Go By

real name: jessica markum (all) real name: belle morte
nickname: jessi nickname: belle
location: Virginia location: jessica's blood
gender: -_-'...female gender: lady
martial status: taken martial status: taken
occupation: student occupation: master vampire, sourdre de sang
hobbies: reading, drawing, hobbies:
music, whatnot favorite quote: "I'll not die, just pass on to
favorite quote: "Books are different vessels once I'm done with you, ma
from the devil, and TV's twice petite pomme de sang." -moi
as fast." eyes: honey brown
eyes: forest green hair: black, straight, waist length
hair: auburn

real name: christine deLouise (all) real name: anita grayson
nickname: chris nickname: anita
location: in a vessel location: in a vessel
gender: female gender: female
martial status: taken martial status: sort of taken
occupation: vampire occupation: werepanther, assassin
hobbies: reading, walking, hobbies: cleaning guns and knives, training
movies to be a marine, whatever
favorite quote: favorite quote: "Sticks and stones will break
eyes: green your bones, but failure will get you killed."
hair: blueish black, waist length eyes: gray
hair: auburn curls that reach the middle of
her back

Just R.P. Names

name: lethe/snow white (vamp rp) name: Kronos (dragon rp)
nickname: snow nickname:
location: guilty pleasures location: underworld or "ellysian"
age: age: immortal
gender: female gender: female
martial status: widowed martial status: dead
occupation: carpathian occupation: was the keeper of the dead
hobbies: being with valentina hobbies:
favorite quote: eyes:
eyes: green hair: brown
hair: black favorite quote:

name: edward (vamp rp) name: Vladimere (vamp rp)
nickname: nickname: Vlad
location: carpathian mnts, location: carpathian mnts, guilty pleasures
guilty pleasures age:
age: gender: male
gender: male martial status: single but hitting on lethe
martial status: was single, now occupatian: prince of the carpathians
dead hobbies:
occupation: dead favorite quote:
hobbies: eyes: brown/black
favorite quote; "i'm gonna kill you" hair: black, straight to waist
eyes: baby blue
hair: sandy blonde

name: Nathaniel (vamp rp) name: Jamil (vamp rp)
nickname: nickname:
location: guilty pleasures location: guilty pleasures
age: 21 age: 28
gender: male gender: male
martial status: single martial status: dead (thanks edward!)
occupation: werewolf, stripper occupation: wereleopard, hunter
hobbies: flirting hobbies: was sex with lethe
eyes: brown eyes: brown
hair: auburn, knee length hair: black, dreadlocks to waist

name: Anita Zeemen (vamp rp) name: Richard Zeeman (vamp rp)
nickname: nickname:
location: woods location: woods
age: 23 age: 32
gender: female gender: male
martial status: married martial status: married
occupation: lupa for the local pack occupation: ulfric for the local pack
hobbies: healing and wicca hobbies: being anita's shadow
eyes: blue eyes: brown
hair: blonde, french braid to shoulders hair: honey brown to shoulders

name: dimetrius (dragon rp) name: jessica/kronos (dragon rp)
nickname: dime nickname: jessie
location: ellysian location: ellysian
age: immortal age: immortal
gender: male gender: female
martial status: single but taken martial status: single but taken
occupation: kronos's bodyguard occupation: was 2nd in command but is now
hobbies: critisizing everything that the new Kronos
walks in his path hobbies:
eyes: deep silver eyes: forest green
hair: white, shoulder length hair: red, wavy down to thighs

name: eryc (dragon name: jessica (petshop rp)
nickname: nickname: jessie
location: Ellysian location: virginia/chinatown d.c.
age: 612 age: 23
gender: male gender: female
martial status: single martial status: single
occupation: vampire lord occupation: f.b.i.
hobbies: flirting with anythng hobbies: shooting guns
that has boobs eyes: hazel
eyes: black hair: auburn, pulled back in a pony tail
hair: red, ends at waist

name: valentina (vamp rp) name: claudia (vamp rp)
nickname: nickname:
location: guilty pleasures location: belladona
age: 14 age:
gender: female gender: female
martial status: jailbate martial status: dead
occupation: vampire occupation: jessie's sire, master vampire
hobbies: trying to look like catherine hobbies:
eyes: silver eyes: blue
hair: red, wavy, to waist hair: blonde, to shoulders

name: jessica name: damian
nickname: jessie nickname:
location: belladona/guilty pleasures location: guilty pleasures
age: age:
gender: female gender: male
martial status: dead martial status: single
occupation: master vampire occupation: master vampire of the city
hobbies: hobbies: reading
eyes: hazel eyes: cat eyes green
hair: br hair: blood red

For now...that's all I can think of. It's a lot but I think it's fun ^_^ Anyone want to rp with me? ^_^ I'll be happy to come up with new characters. =) Lol.
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